Stress

I'm really not feeling myself right about now. Every day I come into work, I find myself sitting at my desk with my hand on my head because of these migraines I keep getting. There are so many reasons for my stress, but I will spare you the details... esp. since this blog is public.

Over the past few weeks, maybe even months, I haven't been myself. I usually have an upbeat personality, but as of late I am someone many people may not want to be around. I get irritated rather easily... Every time I get an email requesting me to do something, I take it as though it's an attack against me (don't ask)... I argue about sh*t that's not even worth arguing about. What the *bleep* is wrong with me?!?! My mother even made a comment that I looked stressed out. Never did I think that in my 20's someone would tell me that.

I no longer have motivation to go to the gym. So that only means one thing...weight gain. The thought of traveling to DC for a visit to the landmarks or even a quick drink with friends does not interest me anymore. I really hope that I get out of this funk soon because I truly miss the old me.

...More to come

Just don't ask!

By now, many of you may be very much aware that I get annoyed by very minor things! I guess it could be the Capricorn in me!

But many of you will agree with me on this one! I get really, really annoyed when someone goes out of their way to make plans with me, and when that time comes, no call/no show! Don't people get fired for that? I mean really! I basically accepted your invitation, cleared out MY VERY IMPORTANT SCHEDULE and now, you're basically going to flake on me? The nerve!

Dear eHarmony...

Dear eHarmony,

According to my records, my membership ends today (May 13, 2009 @ 11:59 pm). I do not wish to extend my membership because I honestly dont' think that your service is worth it. I have yet to find a guy on your site that I "clicked" with. I've been on your site for 6 months! I can't blame you entirely, but I will blame your false advertisement.

If I was unmatchable, I really wish you would've told me that from the get go! That way I would've saved my money! I may be picky, but I mean COME ON! I'm sure eHarmony works for some people, but it just didn't quite work for me. In the meantime and in between time, I will take my chance going to coffee shops, lounges, etc. to find my soul mate. I'm ending my experiment with online dating!

If I choose to go back to online dating, I will not use your services. Although "guided communication" may work for some people, it was very annoying going through five (5) different steps before I was able to exchange random e-mails with someone. Sometimes, it will take more than 2 weeks to get to the "Final stage." You have to understand, the majority of people on your site actually have a JOB. The only time most of us can communicate would be in the evening after a very long day at work.

Eventhough my letter may seem negative, I do wish your site much luck during these hard times!

Sincerely,

Former eHarmonite!

Rant: My Weight

You know what bothers me most? Hearing from others that I need to gain weight! Granted, I'm not underweight... I'm actually smack down in the middle of a healthy weight for my height!

You know what? Instead of me gaining weight, why don't you lose it! I was actually a tad bit thicker back in high school and the beginning of my college years. Then, I realized that I wasn't too happy with my size. At that point, I knew I had to do something about it.

Please don't take this personal - I just heard this recently and I just had to say SOMETHING! Slim is definitely not a bad thing! So stop making me feel bad about it!

Sheesh!